And with all the great days in between, there are some not so great ones.
Days where you’re just breaking bit by bit inside
and you really can’t push the tears back
Of course, as always, you blame the alcohol.
Because technically, when you’re sober;
days have never been better!
But the moment the wine starts replacing
the blood from your veins
and the glee is replaced by pity and loneliness,
you start crumbling.
You slowly but surely start feeling more numb
More detached from the rest of the world.
And then you start convincing yourself
over and over
and over again
That you’re doing okay,
And that’s enough.