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Fix you

Every time I let you in, you give me 10 reasons to push you away. Every time I ask you a question, you give me a response that will never make me want to ask you another question again.  Every time I write you something, I regret it. Instantly, thanks to your comments. Or the lack of it. Every time I move away, you get closer. Every time I think this is a good idea, you prove to me that it’s not.

Every time I let go, I find a way to hold tighter again. Every time I begin to move, I find a way to stop dead in my tracks. Every time I ask you for space, you come 10 centimeters closer.

Cause when the ground starts to shake, you know you have two choices. Stand there or run. And right now, I just don’t what to do.

Yours truly,

Painted Shadow



I stare at walls hoping that something would guide me to another dimension where everything makes sense. I take life as it comes. I reside in which is now known to be the fastest growing city in the Middle East, Dubai. Surrounded by fake greenery and dusty air, I long for rain. I long for rain to drench my very being, untill i feel nothing but clean and revived. I dream of happy things and i know for certain that Peter pan and pixies and fairies and Santa exists. I know. Because theres no point in not believing. Im a child. I am a grain of sand. I am a speckle of dust in this polluted world. I am a spirit roaming the end of the earth, trying to find that wall. (Read the page Painted shadow for details)

3 thoughts on “Fix you

  1. You should talk to him straight and fix it. If he is indeed the love you think you deserve, and as long as he feels the same, there’ll always be a solution that will make both ends meet. =)
    You just gotta try, nothing in life comes free.

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