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It’s Inevitable

I hope you’re happy. 
24 hours from now, wait and see. you will be. 
trust me on that
I’m happy too.
Dont get me wrong,
I’ve anticipated the start of this for a while now.
you have too.
you’ll get it back, you’ll get what you always wanted back
your life. just yours.
I mean, it’s finally happening right? 
This was what I wanted. What you wanted.
A fresh start, to everything
Yet, i feel selfish to let all this go. 
Sure, i know i can always come back 
but things wont be the same. 
That tree near my house, that wont be there.
Those neighbours who i never spoke to, they wont be there
you might not be here
I might not even be me.
Yours truly,
Painted Shadow


I stare at walls hoping that something would guide me to another dimension where everything makes sense. I take life as it comes. I reside in which is now known to be the fastest growing city in the Middle East, Dubai. Surrounded by fake greenery and dusty air, I long for rain. I long for rain to drench my very being, untill i feel nothing but clean and revived. I dream of happy things and i know for certain that Peter pan and pixies and fairies and Santa exists. I know. Because theres no point in not believing. Im a child. I am a grain of sand. I am a speckle of dust in this polluted world. I am a spirit roaming the end of the earth, trying to find that wall. (Read the page Painted shadow for details)

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