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Its you. Isnt it?

I’m cruel. 
I’m cold
Stone cold. 
Bone chilling, nail-biting cold
I’m a masochist
I’m a sadist
I’m cruel
I’d hurt you just to smile
I’m vindictive
and rude.
I’m stubborn 
and arrogant.
I’m insolent
I’m selfish and pessimistic
I lie.
Not for you though, of course not,
I lie for me. 
Because I’m more important than you.
I’m over bearing
and loathsome.
I’m paranoid 
and selfish. 
I’ll never cry when you leave
or die.
I’m not you
I’m far worse
Far. Far worse. 
But don’t worry, 
I’ll smile. 
Not because you make me smile,
but because I’m a decent human being. 

Yours truly,

Painted Shadow



I stare at walls hoping that something would guide me to another dimension where everything makes sense. I take life as it comes. I reside in which is now known to be the fastest growing city in the Middle East, Dubai. Surrounded by fake greenery and dusty air, I long for rain. I long for rain to drench my very being, untill i feel nothing but clean and revived. I dream of happy things and i know for certain that Peter pan and pixies and fairies and Santa exists. I know. Because theres no point in not believing. Im a child. I am a grain of sand. I am a speckle of dust in this polluted world. I am a spirit roaming the end of the earth, trying to find that wall. (Read the page Painted shadow for details)

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