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We were never meant for do or die

It’s a different feeling.  A feeling that it’s finally happening. There’s no turning back.There’s no one to hold your hand. It’s just you. It’s the feeling of not knowing whats gonna happen next. It’s the feeling of starting over new. It was meant to happen sooner or later, but the feeling of it never happening anytime soon had settled in me. But today, it all started to click. And I don’t know how to feel. I don’t know what to think. or what to speak. It’s a mixture of relief and not wanting to let things go. It’s a mixture of wanting something new yet trying your best to preserve the old. Cause you know, no matter what, there are some things that you just don’t want to let go. So we’ll move forward, with our fists held high and with the same strength in our eyes, we’ll hold in our hearts; till all the pieces finally fit.

Yours truly,

Painted Shadow.



I stare at walls hoping that something would guide me to another dimension where everything makes sense. I take life as it comes. I reside in which is now known to be the fastest growing city in the Middle East, Dubai. Surrounded by fake greenery and dusty air, I long for rain. I long for rain to drench my very being, untill i feel nothing but clean and revived. I dream of happy things and i know for certain that Peter pan and pixies and fairies and Santa exists. I know. Because theres no point in not believing. Im a child. I am a grain of sand. I am a speckle of dust in this polluted world. I am a spirit roaming the end of the earth, trying to find that wall. (Read the page Painted shadow for details)

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