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The way I am

I believe in love, despite how many times people have shown me not to. I believe its possible to feel complete and content when you’re with someone. I believe its possible for someone to be surrounded in a room full of people and still feel completely alone. All the people in the world and you can still feel lonely. I believe it’s easier to pour your heart out to a stranger. I believe if you get hurt by the right people, you learn to mould yourself into something else. I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe in karma. I crumble at words. words that spit out twisted hate when spoken. I believe words hurt more than actions. Hurtful words are like scars that you can’t see,the ones that take ages to heal. I believe people are who they are now because of their past experiences,someone or something made them like that. I believe no matter how much bad happens to you, there will always be something good at the end of it all.I believe no matter how bad a person can be, there’ll always be that one person who they’ll change for. I believe that things last. Be it, memories, scars or even love. Sometimes you just need  to start again in order to fly.

Yours truly,

Painted Shadow.



I stare at walls hoping that something would guide me to another dimension where everything makes sense. I take life as it comes. I reside in which is now known to be the fastest growing city in the Middle East, Dubai. Surrounded by fake greenery and dusty air, I long for rain. I long for rain to drench my very being, untill i feel nothing but clean and revived. I dream of happy things and i know for certain that Peter pan and pixies and fairies and Santa exists. I know. Because theres no point in not believing. Im a child. I am a grain of sand. I am a speckle of dust in this polluted world. I am a spirit roaming the end of the earth, trying to find that wall. (Read the page Painted shadow for details)

3 thoughts on “The way I am

  1. Is this a Jedi mind trick? Are you reading my mind? I thought i was the only person who thought that past love experiences could mold a person in a way so that he/she would forever act differently when facing such situations again. It maybe a good change or just as easily it could be something far worse, but it will never again be that same person that you were meant to be! Example- Me! I know what things have changed in me and i know why, but that doesn’t mean i can ever go back to being who i was back then no matter how much i try!

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