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Right now at this very moment, all I want to do is crawl under a stone, or in to a cave. At this very moment, I wish I was smaller than a grain of sand, so that I could just disappear in to the whole web of thread and dust. I’d just want to sit on this chair and melt in to it, so that nothing or no one would stop and stare at my motionless body.Id want to be so fragile and distant from everything. So capable of breaking from the tiniest crack. From the air that you breathe, to the wind that sweeps the strands of hair across my face, I want to be completely blended in. In to the chair. Into the air. In to the earth. In to the things that exist. and the things that don’t. Into you.In to us. Till neither of us are real. Because after all this, after all the tears and the hope, nothing’s real. Not tonight at least.

Yours truly,

Painted Shadow.



I stare at walls hoping that something would guide me to another dimension where everything makes sense. I take life as it comes. I reside in which is now known to be the fastest growing city in the Middle East, Dubai. Surrounded by fake greenery and dusty air, I long for rain. I long for rain to drench my very being, untill i feel nothing but clean and revived. I dream of happy things and i know for certain that Peter pan and pixies and fairies and Santa exists. I know. Because theres no point in not believing. Im a child. I am a grain of sand. I am a speckle of dust in this polluted world. I am a spirit roaming the end of the earth, trying to find that wall. (Read the page Painted shadow for details)

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