With every word that came out of his mouth ,I wanted to escape. Every word that pushed itself out on me,I wanted to be free from it all. With every word that flowed out, I wanted to run away. Run away from it all. Far away. Run away from his monsters. from his lies. from his secrets.Run away from his dagger-like words. and his darkness. I had to get out. soon. He’d never understand that he was the only reason that pushed me to escape. That drove me to run and never look back. No, it will never occur to him that its his fault and just like always, he’ll find someone else to blame. Just like always, he’ll blame you. and me. and them. For all his mistakes.