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I’m not His someone.

It drove him away
It drove him miles and miles away
I didnt mean for it to happen
Nobody means for anything bad to happen
yet it did,
and that drove him away.
I could apologize
I could get completely lost in his eyes
His beautiful brown eyes
But i’ll always be lost to him
I’ll never be his ‘ someone
I’ll just be ‘that girl’
I wanted him to know
i wanted him to absorb me
and get lost in my eyes,
in my smile.
But no sane person would.
Im not anyone’s someone.
So i told him,
I told him and it drove him away,
5000 miles away
It’s funny how 3 words
Can drive someone away
someone as nice and sane
as You.


Yours Truly,

Painted Shadow



I stare at walls hoping that something would guide me to another dimension where everything makes sense. I take life as it comes. I reside in which is now known to be the fastest growing city in the Middle East, Dubai. Surrounded by fake greenery and dusty air, I long for rain. I long for rain to drench my very being, untill i feel nothing but clean and revived. I dream of happy things and i know for certain that Peter pan and pixies and fairies and Santa exists. I know. Because theres no point in not believing. Im a child. I am a grain of sand. I am a speckle of dust in this polluted world. I am a spirit roaming the end of the earth, trying to find that wall. (Read the page Painted shadow for details)

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