Where do you run to escape from yourself? Who do you turn to when you’ve trusted noone? and you’ve kept everyone, even your best friend at arms length? And the 4 walls you’ve built around you refuse to come down, only because you’re holding them from the inside. What do you do, when you’re afraid to let anyone in,because you’re afraid of judgement,betrayal, torture, love? Is it a bad thing though? Being hurt and loved,isnt that what we all want? At the end of the day, dont we all want to feel pain? Atleast a bit of it? Pain keeps us strong. Pain, in moderate doses, keeps us strong.It’s not sadist to think that we all WANT to feel pain. Its a fact. The sooner you admit it, the sooner you’ll learn to accept it. Sometimes, pain sucks and it can drive us over the edge. Sometimes, pain hurts and blinds us beyond reason. But its a need.a want, just like Love. Sometimes, if we’re lucky enough, we experience them both together, right after each other, in no particular order though (yes, it is luck, but dont get me wrong, no pain and only love is GREAT although rare). Pain and Love. Love and Pain. They go hand in hand, like lovers. HA. oh, the irony.
Runaway, write a song, Find a hobby, Fall in love, but Never bring those walls down by yourself, wait until someone breaks all of them to get to you.
Painted Shadow.Ps. Hang in there sunshine. Coz every little thing is going to be all right. 🙂